Controlled Chaos
Good Morning. When I started this blog, I didn’t know who I would reach. I just knew that the Lord told me to do this, and this is what I’m doing. I’m being obedient. It’s not only a blog to encourage you, but it’s also a means to share my thoughts and feelings. Hopefully, some of you can relate. As I was fixing my coffee this morning because I won’t go a day without, I was thinking about my life again. I deemed my life at this time as being controlled chaos. What is controlled chaos to me? I’m managing the Chaos which is a state of extreme confusion and disorder in such a way that it doesn’t look like it from the outside. In other words, I’m keeping it together very well. On the inside, I’m just as lost as I can be. I don’t know which way to turn in some areas of my life. Now how can I be in this state when in 1 Corinthians 14:33 (KJV) it says, “For God is not the author of confusion, but of peace, as in all churches of the saints.” Good question. When I know, I’ll share it with you. Growing up, I was always told, “Go to school, get a job, and retire.” Now, I’m not so sure that’s the road I want to take. I started a business several years ago that I really didn’t like once I started it. Go figure. Anyway, I want more. Not sure what more means for me right now. There are answers to my questions and yours if you’re in this place right now. Do something that I have failed to do as of yet. Ask God which road you need to take? Have a Blessed Day!