Your New Normal
Good Evening. I know it’s later than usual for me writing, but for the last week or so I’ve just tried to grasp the things going on in my life. I need not bore you with the details as I know you’re probably dealing with some things as you’re reading this. Tonight, I come to you in my brokenness. I had my life planned out so to speak when I was younger. I wanted marriage, 2.5 kids, and a comfortable lifestyle. Now, I’m divorced, 3 kids, and days where I struggle to keep the utilities on. Is this what I envisioned for my life? No, and I’m sure some of you are feeling the same way. I can’t lie and say I want to encourage you some days because I don’t. Some days I just want to lay in bed, read a book, and block everything out. I know that’s not feasible as I have children to take care of. I make myself get up some days. My friend asked me earlier, “Sebrena, what do you want for your life?” It’s hard to say at this point because I’ve never saw anything else. How do you get to the point where you’re able to start a new normal for yourself? I’m just reflecting tonight. Thanks for hanging in there with me! Have a Blessed Night!