We Do Not Always Like God’s Timing
Good Afternoon. I have made some decisions in the past that were all me. I am pretty sure you have done the same thing. Right now I am in a season of rebellion so to speak. The crazy part is that I know it is only hurting me, but I cannot seem to shake this feeling. The reason why I say it is only hurting me is because I am the one that is not praying, reading my bible, etc. The one thing I really want, it seems like God just will not give it to me. I have made it happen for myself on several occasions which ended in failure. My question has been to God, “Why am I having to wait so long for you to give it to me?” He even gave me an answer today. I have to work on this. Yes, I know everything is in his timing, but that does not mean I have to like it. I know some of you are probably appalled at what I am saying. You have thought the same thing either in the past or even right now. I have just been bold enough to write it or say it. We do have to learn to accept his timing. That is my problem. I am having a hard time accepting it when it is right there. I can taste it. Anyway, this was just me being extra transparent today. I am not sure if it helped you, but it felt good to get it off my chest. Have a Blessed Day!